Revenge of Revenge of the Nerds

Tired today. I went to Tom's Revenge of the Nerds thing last night at the club and had a blast. D. won the Nerd-off, which is no surprise to anyone who really knows him. So now we have a gift certificate for Raz. That should be fun. I'm not certain we've EVER had a nice dinner out just the two of us. We've had dinner together alone, and we've been out to nice places. But we basically never have dates. In fact, the only one I can think of is the one we had last March for our anniversary when he knew he was in serious trouble. He just doesn't seem willing to make an effort until he's in trouble.

I want to feel like I'm with someone who thinks I am worth the effort.

I feel terrible right now.

XOXO

Crys